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11/25/2009 YES!!! BELIEVE!!! Restart your old engine!!! GO! GO! GO!!!! Believe you can do it and JUST DO IT!!!! Don't beware!!! Else you maybe lost a good opportunity!!! AND BE ENTHUSIASM!!! ALL THE TIME!!! *quite a long time didn't see sunflower 0. 0 where is the sunflower gone??? miss the beach and seaside O.O it is time to refresh my brain,my thinking...* 11/18/2009 18-11 my tears keep dropping from 30min before until now... i know i got project to rush now, but i cant concentrate on it. i know my life will be more challenger after my dad passed away but, i really don't know why i feel so helpless for this time... maybe it cant describe as helpless... maybe it should be 没有安全感... i try to be a good daughter, to be a good sister, a good student, a good friend or even a good gf but everything seem like cannot be perfect done... today, when my mum called me and asked me about the kiok foundation scholarship things, it just remind me how is my mum condition now!? yet, quite a bad news... and ya...maybe i am not a filial daughter... from Sunday until now, i not even ask my mum how is she... I hope this won't be too late... i hope she will be fine and nothing happened actually... Too many things happened on me, i really scared of losing anyone else again... that's why i am so ... ... ... ... ... God, this is just a 20 years old gal, why her life seem like 30 years old or even older than that!? BUT, still the same I WILL BE STRONG! I wont be fall down so easily... 10/28/2009 28-10-09 Where is my confident? Since year 2 start, since i got the d-list... I didn't have confident in design, although I got chances to participant some outside school project... Well, look back to my every projects or assignments, there are none of them which i satisfied. Am i set my target too high or i really didn't improve? I like design, because i enjoy it! BUT, nowadays it slowly become a pressure for me. I HOPE... I can ENJOY my design study life with a HEALTHY body! Pressure... illness... PLEASE GO AWAY!!! |
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